Going to Carolina
I think that I have been trying to do way too much and accomplishing way too little. I have these beautiful illustrations that I have been working on but I keep chopping them to pieces because N.C. Wyeth could have done them better. So in my own defense I am not a great master. I am an unknown in the world of art as of right now. This hopefully will change. I think that I am trying way too hard to get everything perfect and to be a control freak in a manner of speaking. This is not my normal working manner. I listen to rock and roll while I am painting I listen to books on tape. I sing very horribly as I dash paint around in the studio and I have fun with it because I love to paint and like anything else I love it has to be fun. I have been silent in the studio trying to get the illustrations just right. So I am going to change my surroundings for the weekend and go visit some dearly loved relatives in North Carolina and finish my work up there and have fun with my art as I will have fun with them. I hope that if you are stuck in a rut so to speak that you let go of your insecurities and just have a little fun.
